promises

can i just say don't make any promises you can't keep! like seriously! if you give specific details to something you will do then in my eyes that needs to be done. especially if you've gone out of the way to let me know what your intentions are.

reminds me of the song - best of intentions by travis tritt -

it doesn't matter. you can say all you want and it means nothing. so sick and tired of people talking the talk and they don't walk the walk. its bullshit! just don't say anything; i'd rather have the silence than this shit.

just thought i'd look up the word intentions - means a course of action that one intends to follow; significance while promise means a declaration that one will do something specified; a reason to expect something

in my eyes i guess its the bottom line of importance and how really you view me as a person and whether or not i'm worthy of your time and follow through. like i guess i could understand it happening once when promises are broken and intentions left undone but i'm someone in which this continually happens over and over

maybe its me, maybe i'm cursed or perhaps i deserve this. maybe i deserve to be walked all over and treated like a trash bin in which anyone and everyone can release their shit upon.

god it sucks to be me!