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Garth Brooks. Sweet Dreams Series. Boy Meets World. Oh, the great 90's. There are some things I've been able to take away in the time period I grew up in. If nothing else, I can say that there was great creative imaginative works that came out during that time.

I'm way bummed that I cannot get my hands on the Sweet Dreams Series. It is going to take a great search party to track down some of the books. Totally sucks! Like those books were so good for easy reads and just being able to loose yourself in a whole 'nother world.

Garth isn't my only fave country fan but is a great representation of all of that era. Fresh, raw material was being produced and the roots stayed true. Amazing!

I have immersed myself in the first episodes of Boy Meets World and am reliving some good times. The only escape I had from the environment I grew up in. Crazy I could even muster a smirk or a chuckle back then but let me tell ya it was very much needed to well can't say balance out but at least move the scale in a positive direction.

The Matthews family was the ideal home environment and on Friday nights I could relive and transfer myself to a better place. How great it would be if tv life existed.

Sweet 16, a time that should be full of sleepovers and giggles and girlfriends and dances but instead rained with arguments and fights and other crap I'd rather not talk about. Plagued to be swallowed whole in the abyss.

Life needed an escape plan. And trust me, I tried. Failed. Just like I do at everything else in my life.

But at least I was daddy's little girl and had something going for me.

Graduation was only a year away but in my eyes it could be a galaxy away for all I knew. There was no way I could wind up walking across that stage. Not that I wanted to.

Kim and Lynn - never will I forget our conversation at McD's. Yes, I was serious when I said I just wanna live and make it to graduation. That's as far as my sights went. And no further. Pathetic, I know. But its my life.

Either accept me where I'm at or move on. Trust me the majority choose the latter. I'm not worth getting to know or have ANY type of relationship with. You'll save your time and energy so I'll stop you now from wasting it all on me.